Another video of hammie black face 
Cute nose and greedy for sunflower seed <3

Today woke up at 7+am and couldnt went back to sleep despite the awesome nua weather, raining and cool breeze
Had sudden cravings for koi, twister, ayam penyet and sausage mcmuffin! 
Urg !
And I'm trying to stick to the diet of no chicken, beef, beans and seafood
Like the diet I'm having right now after chicken pox recovery

I think I will fail myself though, but I will try my best cos it seemed fun and healthier (: 

Still bothered over school reopen cos I don't know what type of hairstyle I should stick to,
Like, I'm rather lazy to blow dry it everyday, and to makeup or not? 
Though I'm rather comfortable with my new class cos there's plenty of friends I know over there :D

On a side note,
Tomorrow's sentosa with Y2S1 classmates, time for my pretty shades!
Shall apply sunblock lotion if not my scars will be more permanent ): 
So ugly..............


Sad ): 
Bye for now! 

Daddy
I remembered ever since I was young,
To be honest, I treated daddy very badly. I disliked him so much, because he's always scolding us children and making decisions which are so sudden and making mummy upset.
I always bickered back with him, slam doors every time we quarreled, throw my weight about, simply avoiding any conversations between us.

Time spent with him is so less, for it's always dinner and tv, then time to sleep.
I didn't bothered to understand dad, I refuse to speak in chinese much, as that's the only common language between us.
His major heart operation made me think twice, of not angering dad anymore but that does not last long, for I'm such a bad daughter and our relationship is still shaky.

When mummy left us, I realised the importance of treasure, I regretted and now cherished dad so much, my heart aches whenever I think further ahead, how long more must dad support this family?
He's 56 years old, around 4 more years and it's time for retirement
Yet, us children are schooling and yet to have a job, to ease his burden and also to let him enjoy his retirement days
I'm trying to spend as much time as I can with daddy now, hammie and food being common topics.
There was once when daddy saw a movie of his interest and I suggested to watch together, but he didnt have time, after work it will be 6pm and he had work the following day.
My heart soured, I will treasure my dad alot more than before, thanks dad for bringing me up these 19 years of my life

Although he's always fierce and always appear unconcerned,
Deep inside he's just like any other parents, caring and looking out for us children
Inside his heart, we're always still young despite our ages.
I love you daddy.


Mummy
She's my greatest bestest friend ever,
I remembered there was once, when mummy complained to us children that we will call her by 'Kar Kar' when we were young, meaning cockroach. She was so hurt by it because she's the major one who took care of us, yet is unable to call her by mummy, while to us we were laughing cos it's so funny.

She is a great fan of food. and loves trying new food items, being greedy always and we will always buy and share, however I will always be the one eating more while she will be the one buying more to share, so i will be damn bloated while for mum is still on greedy strike.
We will go out when we are bored, catch movies like real close friends instead of mother-daughter relationship, playing arcade and catching toys from the arcade machine, taking pictures together and also being crazy over cute hammies and their food, toys, bedding

Although there are times where she will nag nag nag, be angry,
And quarrels occur, but seriously mummy is the best.

Mummy, every night when I turned in early,
I couldn't sleep, I look over to your clothing hanging on my wardrobe
I will cry, I will think of the times and your image at the hospital
How you stroke my hair saying Im a good daughter,
How we hugged and say we love each other, how that goodnight will be the last, ever.  </3
How you're so vain and so full of confidence in yourself be it your own trimmed brows and your perfect complexion and how you smell so nice,
You will tell us stories of how many suitors you have and how you decided to chose papa through matchmaking,
How you are so trendy because you fell in love with r&b songs, dramas, your love for solitaire in the comp, sudoku and crossword puzzels, and how you hate writing so much.
How you seemed so interested in my studies and what I've learned, how you kept all the little nonsensical stuffs we children drew or gave her
I love you mummy, though you passed on,
i will always remember you


I love you very much daddy mummy <3 <3 <3

My dear hammie black face passed away on 23/9/2011 ): ): 
Due to toxic accumulation which she failed to excrete 
She was 9 months old :( 

When she was young,
I dote on her the most because she's very active but naughty at the same time. 
Always winning in every accidental battle with other hammies 
Unlike fatty, she's not really that greedy and have a slim figure, a unique blackface whereby other parts of her fur is white.
She peed on me once when I held her with my hands, and that's the last time I ever dared to hold her with my hands ever since :/ 

Picture took when I was clearing her tank with fatty, she seemed so tiny!!

I realised I took very little pictures of her, cos I'm very bias and took more of yuan's :( 
Black face aka sesame koh loves playing with her tissue, loves eating beansprouts and loves squeaking for no reason.
Her squeak is always high pitch but cute at the same time (": 

She lost fur throughout her whole body once, when she's allergic to the bedding we used 
Then, she was so skinny and her bottom larger than her head, that was already when she had failure in excreting the waste ): 
When her fur grew back, it was so pretty and soft like baby hammies' (L)


Rest in peace my dear blackface
Love you, always :( :( :( :( 

I knew him when we both were in the same class for Year2Sem1 
Basically as we had few matured friends, this made us to be more closer than strangers cos at least we had something in common to talk about

Team mates to frequent bullies and later class disturbing us being together, both of us were  denial about it because it seemed more like close friends instead 
Only after going out with each other once for a movie, our feelings are made known to each other (: 
I agree that our relationship started out very quickly.

Well what attracted me to him first was his humour, the retardedness bringing along the cute side of him he is forever unable to notice himself.
Mushy sweet talks that only made me think he is a flirt, but yet making me fall deeper into him, ass 
I remembered me telling to myself that I will never fall in love with such a guy at first glance, cos he was totally opposite of what I like, 
An anime lover and a gamer. 

He's my boyfriend now, stupid lazy sleepy pig 
(: 


P/S : You need to read on to find out more about us

Bestie - I always had this group of girls that I hold very close to in my heart (: 
Evelynteo, Ivykoh, Goujuntan 

#1 Evelynteo : Bestestbestie (: 
I knew her since secondary 1, we were in the same class for the entire secondary school years 
However, we were only close during sec3, where we took electives instead of AMaths. I think it's partially because both of us seldom skip school which enable us to be close as we will always have a companion, and we click well laughing and doing the same things together, and thanks for that I met such an awesome girl friend (: 

Those secondary school days, be it collection of morning news paper, failed lab experiments and the reactions, survival for yong's quizzes, the addiction of guotiaoganjialajiaohemuogu and fruits afterwards, mschua's weird temper and her quizzes, trying to keep the class quiet in mrsnairclass with the SHH (haha!), slack ttm in ahpek's chi lesson, laughing at the same disliked ppl J,S&ITEgirl, slacking at point mac after school and gossipsss!!

She's always there for me when I needed someone just to hear me out, to give me advices, to tell me it's okay when things go wrong, someone who can go crazy with me, someone who I can confide in wholeheartedly without the fear of being betrayed or judged upon, someone I am not afraid to pour out to because I know she's someone who can keep secrets, and someone who is trustworthy (: 

Thanks for assuring me that I can be still as happy as I was before even without mummy around any more, to be as cheerful, one side by the mega birthday celebration I was really caught surprise with.  
Even though we are not in the same poly but we are still as close as ever, updating each other in twitter and minimal whatapps, msn, fb, and also meet ups. Those epic moments and memories, I will not forget and definitely, there is more to come! 

Thanks smurfy, it'd been 7 years of friendship till now !
I love you alot alot! *shy*

#2 Ivykoh - Ducky girlfriend (:
I knew her during band times, back in secondary two where I was in trombone section while she was in saxophone.
Similarly, I was only close to her in secondary three where slacking at mac point after school followed up by accompanying her to wait for her desired long 854 at my house bus stop opposite, which usually ended up in up to hours of long talks. 

I still remember this small group of us will slack at her past amk house, as it was super convenient and it's more like our 2nd home where we can sleep, play and even just stay there for hours gossiping and even doing nothing. There was once where she recorded my singing bluffing to me saying she didnt and end up sending the voiceclip around on msn! 
The first double date with our bf was with her, and eventually we ourselves became gfbf when things went wrong for both of us and ex, which she makes me feel so much better w/o the sense of loneliness and the feeling of concern and care although times and again countless breaks and patch haha! (we are still gfbf now hehe!)

When I tried on smoking with eve, being semi-addicted and even going with the boys to have a puff, she reprimanded hoping that it will not be a habit, because she had experiences of people trying and not quitting ever. I will not forget JIE formed by me, you and evelyn back in sec3 (:

Thanks gf, it'd been 6 years of friendship with you 
Meet up soon please! Nowadays msn which often are reminiscing memories are so enjoyable with those epic and fun moments recalled, those endless chats whereby both of us are tired but still want to continue chatting (: And those maple moments plus the fall you had on the grass while blading, hehe! 
I love you ! 

#3 Goujun - Exgirlfriend 
I knew her in band as well, she was in euphonium but only really close during secondary 4-5 times

Last year where both girls are busy with their stuffs, you were there when I was bored and wanted to chill, wanted meetups and to find something to do. We had same interest and curiosity, aiming on branded bags and social life on drinking, which eventually we became 'drinking partners'. 
We will slack on nights, drink and chill out, meeting new friends, playing games and even getting drunk and tipsy.

There was once where you were so tipsy cos you drank so fast, the epic moment where you cannot even walk straight and we had to slack somewhere till you're feeling better. (hougang green!) 
When I was tipsy and you were as well, you still made sure I was home safely before you. Those nights and the experiences we have, I will not forget (: 

I still remember the times where both of us went to pierce our tongue by jasonm, you taking the stud out for me even just after piercing as the stud I bought was unsuitable, resulting you to pierce again and it'll hurt alot cos it's twice the impact. When I wanted to pierce my lips, you accompanied me and make me less afraid (: And even the times we discussed about going for ______ sessions because we have same views on that :$ 

You were there when I was lost and didnt know what to do after the loss of mummy, lending me a ear and hugs that relieved me. Lending me your notebook even your sis needs it just for my school, which helped me in submission of rj without any troubles, 
We will slack at each other's houses often, once was trying to study for upcoming O's and exams which result in both of us watching tv lol! 

Thanks girl, 6 years of friendship and still counting!
For being there, not making me lonely and being a great friend (: 
I miss and love you girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 




Thank God for you girls, for meeting and befriending, for us to be close friends like sisters. 
Evelynteo, ivykoh, goujun , I LOVE YOU GIRLS :D

Hello 

GPA this sem : 3.31 (: 
I'm over the moon cos I was expecting 3.3, hard work pays off ^^ 
GPA for these 3 sems : 3.07

I've done well mummy, I hope you're aware of it, be proud of me, cos I'll continue to work hard, to pull up average GPA and get what intended
Mummy, thankyou for being my motivation always. 


I know you're somewhere out there, somewhere far away. 

I feel so ugly :( 
I feel so dirty :( 
I feel so smelly :( 
I feel so warm :( 
I feel so cold :( 
I feel so helpless :( 

Hello all :( 

I've evolved to a chicken pox monster!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Mad itchy, but cannot scratch if not will have scar :( 
Work for 2 weeks have to be cancelled cos it nicely fell on the same period of time for recovery, very sad cos I've always liked cashier job ): 

Waking up every 4 hours for medication
Sleeping like a pig and always dreaming of mummy in the small little naps 

Thank you all who cared and concerned for me,
Especially deonpig, bro, dad, sis, eveteo, michelle, liyin 

I now wear a socks on my hand to bed
I think my dance is awesome with it which bro will just give me the -.- face
MUHAHAHAHA

Itch itch itch itch itch itch itch 


:( 

Hello all ! 

I dyed my hair red (: 
It wasn't bright red as what I was expected, but I still like it cos individual strands are pinkish, which is currently my favourite colour! (: 

9th Sep 2011
First month with deonlimsnorelax :D 
Smurfy, pastamania, cineleisure, nex, bigbigbigdoreamon 
Hope you like the present & letter you fatasspig ! 

Happybirthdaybestboy-friendcctoo. (: 

10th Sep 2011
Went to sis and her bf's raymond 21st26th birthday hotel suite at sentosa
Evelyn ze pig accompanied me, it was fun despite the kind of short time spend there (: 
Madness is the spam of sashimi, 2kg for 20+ people omg! Slurp!!!
Reached home and K-O zomgsx. 

12thSep2011
Help bf DIY his hair dark brown, which to now he say can see colour but I've yet to see it cos that day it was still very faint 

13th onwards till 18th is training for expo robinsons
Yes! I'd been accepted by the job with liyin & michelle (: 
So tomorrow apparently we're being attached to rafflescity for 2 closing shifts and 2 morning shifts
Abit afraid but still very excited cos I've always wanted to be a cashier!!!

Was so tired these 2 days cos had been waking up early at 9am+ and came home having no appetite for dinner cos it'll always be 8pm+ and all you wanted was a good rest.
Shall chiong PP today, I'm still stuck at body.
Received polaroid camera that sis had bought for me anyway!!!!
Mad chio!!!!!! Even the packaging is hot pink! My favourite!!!!!!!! (L)(L)(L) 

Okay till now,
Tomorrow working from 615-1015pm!!!!

Wish me luck!
Loves,