Hey all !

Well what to say! Good things alwayssssssss come after bad thing and vice versa, abit irritating uh

Biochemistry, my grade C come back! Damn ass, but expected cos I think it's very hard though I do understand abit
Then the sea sawwwwww feeling, Grade A for microbiology !!!!!!
Consecutive 3A already, I want more A(s) please :D
Sucky is cos going change team :(

& faci say my detailed RJ answer is very unexpected !
WTH ! MY RJ ALWAYS VERY GOOD ONE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today someone told me this :
'You cannot think that you cannot make it. The mentality in you plays a very strong role in your motivation and determination towards your goal'
Kay maybe not everything, but the point is there.
& Thanks for that. 

I will (:

Nights all now! Will update an appropriate lengthy post the next time
Loves, 

Hey all, 

• Cabbed to school as I felt very warm, bth!
• Lab lesson, fun yet mistakes made 
• First understanding test for the semester [Microbiology] , able to cope and hope to get good grade!
• Daily grade for Anatomy&physio = unsatisfied! B !!!!!
  Faci said our team was very good, somemore 3 man power only but still give B.............. URG
• Daily grade for Immunology = A HEHEHEHEHE
  
• June hols of 1.5 weeks from 2nd june, then after that is 9 weeks straight of school till end of semester OMFG
• Felt like having some chill out sessions though don't want to hurt my liver leiiiiiiiiiiiii 
• I miss everyone. LIKE MOSTLY EVERYONE
  You, you, you, you, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Till now,
Loves, 

MY NOSE VERY BIG AND MY EYE MAD SMALL, I KNOW.
My dry, red, itchy eye with a white dot on my pupil fml. (Infection maybe)
Bright light and focusing on things = pain and headache.
Really uncomfortable.
Had to wear specs and went to suntec somemore mad uglyyyyyyyyyy.

Cut it short,

The best drink in the world !!!!!!!!!!!
Dark mocha frape from starbucks (L)(L)(L).

Tomorrow actually attending cousin's wedding dinner but in the end something cropped up.
Affected my mood, then again checked my daily grades and I got another A for microbiology :D
Seems like everytime I'm sad, i will sure to get an A, weird hur?

Till then,
Loves

Hey all.
Today I reached class at 9.15am ! Lucky never late if not first time late ever since school start, thank godness :)

Biochemistry today, as usual many many notes to take note of and for today's problem I think it's harder than the rest :/
But I believe revision will do the trick!

As I stared at the notes written by faci on the whiteboard
I wondered :
'Why did I even chose the science track?'
Then I smiled to myself, cos I know that I still have the very strong interest in me, & this is the first ever time I ever thought of this.

Why?
Well after a small step more into science track modules,
I think it's very very very interesting.
Everything around us, comprises of science. Atoms, cells, reactions, or even the mini fuss of an ugly pimple popping.

Though it is confusing, though it might be stressful

I will keep this spirit going, the spirit of curiosity, interest, and the desire to learn more. :D

Till then,
Tomorrow is immunology.
Loves,

Sakura, Beastly, Headache, Nausea, Lab, Fast&Furious5, 5a2 (L ttm)


How happy are you? From rating of 1-10 . 
That's a good question. 


Loves, 

I dropped some rice on the table while scooping 
I don't know how to cook a particular dish 
I cut the onions in the wrong way
I threw the onion skin in the basin
I said the ants are irritating
I'm tired and I went to sleep for just half and hour 
I got a broken home, it's a hostel. 
Everyone booked in and booked out
No harmony, no bondness, no family ties, no whatsoever. 

Not as if I will not clean up my mess
Not as if I am perfect, doing every single thing good
Not as if I am a robot
Not as if I am dutied to do all these craps. 

Everything I do, I am in the wrong
YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT
And you know what's the worst thing?
To giving in whenever you realised you are in the wrong and by talking to me or by just taking some food over to let me eat. 
And I will forgive you by that. 

I really mega hate my life. 
Early afternoon I am so pissed off by you you you & you
At night it's tsunami

And believe me, it's not mood swing or whatever that time of that month
It's all these craps, pilling up to me. 
I want to leave, to leave for good. 

Well, today is the first wednesday I had since school start that I'm staying at home because I want to study!
But I failed ! Damn it ! Wasted alllll my time on videos hahahah

So, I have PP, and notes to make still..
PP is totally screwing me up.
I have some ideas, but I fear the information I have is not enough for research, like that it's very hard to get 2000 words report.

I have an alternative idea though, but that is so boring.
It's a sure win win situation, but I have more interest in what I have in mind right now.
How? I need to complete PP by this week, if not really rushing cos exams coming up on the 20th.

Dinner's takeaway anyway
Stomach grumbling!

Till now,
Loves.


Sometimes before you speak, search within yourself.
Don't these words and actions reflect on yourself too?
You don't remember what you had done? Of cos, you were having fun.
Dare you not say these all occur because of what you did?
Please grow up, you had these all thanks to you yourself my dear friend.

Bought for mum a tv set, dvd player and also cds inclusive :)
Happy mothers day mummy, loving you always (L) !

After that went to sim lim tower with bro while sis went home, in search of my laptop adaptor
So much cheaper over there ! $50 unlike school $89 and lenovo $180+
But it's not the real exact piece, warranty for 3 months
Shall go there next week again, still considering cos mine still can work if it's in correct position, abit weird huh.

Had breakfast only and by the time we walked to dhoby it's 5pm+
Craving max for pizzahut's cheesy mussels! Bro and I like pig went to dhoby just for pizzahut. yumyum :D

Kind of sad atmosphere for today cos saw a number of mummies having flowers and even heart shaped pizza but only I and bro dining in :/
Sigh, next saturday is 100th days.

I think the only thing we can wished right now,
Is mum to be happy and enjoy herself up there, not to worry and also requited with lost loved ones .

I love you mum, happy mother's day.



For now, studied microbio and now biochem urggggggg
It really made a difference when study, worst is exam approaching omfg so fast ><
This coming week only 3 study days :) cos one is homelearning, though I hate it cos it's reallllllllly boring.

Till then,
Loves,

'Quiet but diligent team that does the work responsibly. Good slides and articulation. The most complete among the other teams. Good work'

HAHAHAH CCB!!!!!! PROVEN THOSE WHO SAY OTHERWISE,WRONG!!
Dare you say more, when you did less?


SUCKERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO GLAD SO SO SO SO SO GLAD

ANGRY ALERT

1st - THE ACTOR
LIKE SERIOUSLY? IM AM JUST LEARNING FROM YOU, HOW YOU TREATED ME AND GIVING YOU WHAT YOU DESERVED, YOUR KARMA BITCH
NOW YOU ARE ACCUSING ME AND ACTING OH-SO-INNOCENT
I TELL YOU WHAT, FORGET IT, I DON'T WANT TO CARE.
CONTINUE TO LIVE IN YOUR 'PURE' WORLD OKAY

2nd-  TREATED ME LIKE A TOY, TO PUT IT IN A BAD WAY
OH CRAP I DON'T DESERVE THIS LIKE PLEASE?
THOUGHT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO REALLY WANTED TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH ME THEN YOUR BACK IS TURNED WHEN YOU NO NEED ME ANYMORE
GO SHITHOLE YOURSELF CAN?
REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY DOES SUCH PEOPLE EXIST

3rd- PEOPLE WHO SAY THIS AND DO ANOTHER
I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD ACTUALLY DO SUCH A THING
LIKE PLEASE, MAYBE YOU NEED A WEIGHING SCALE
FOR PURPOSES TO WEIGH WHO AND WHICH IS THE MORE IMPORTANT ONE
ZZZZZZZ CAN'T YOU JUST SENSE IT.


DUMB FUCK MOFO SHITHOLE TO HELL BITCHES GND CB