Hey all

Oh man I think I should admit I'm really scared of getting old :(
Comparing myself with youngsters on the net and in the streets
The way they dress, makeup etc

Though one thing I despise is their attitude LOL, on a general note. 
The pampered attitude, some rude brats & so young already lost their..... yeap.

Haha well probably comparing the elders era and mine, with mine and youngsters
From pagers -> nokia -> slide phone -> touch screen
Aka can trace back in a way, it's cool in a sense how the world is evolving but yet creepy to a limit.

Yeah I shall not elaborate more on this cos it could result in a lengthy post and I'm kind of lazy for that hehe :P

Updates for the moment -
Hmm recently I borrowed a book on stem cell and it's really interesting cos it does contain much that I want to know :))
Been a long time since I last read a book and so hardworking loh!

Anyway 5 more days to iip (attachment/ internship)
Will have training for 2 weeks at kallang sector,
Which is a rather ulu pandan but near place to hougang, I guess distance around 40 minutes?
Kind of excited but yet nervous but shall just take things one at a time lah :)

That's all for now I guess
Loves,

I'm really tired, I'm really giving up this time
I don't see your effort, I don't think you even remembered that you said you needed time, and I'm here waiting like an idiot.

If you want to be so cold and unconcerned, while having a personal reason/ none at all,
I really won't bother thinking about the alternatives anymore

Im really sick and troubled over this
I don't want to hope on anything anymore,

I should really learn how to let go, to forget,
And,


Move on.

Hey all

My superduper loved ttm yuan passed away on 14th feb :(
He left me behind sia when I proposed to him to be my valentine
So heartless :(((((((((((((
2 years 2 months 3 days

First time he came and be part of the family was on the 11th,
Mom & dad found him on a grass patch in serangoon & brought him back IN A PLASTIC BAG
Placed him in a tank & fed him with apples
He was so small and with short fur (still ugly but cute la hehe), fierce and active and BITING us whenever we try to stroke him
We called him snowy koh tangyuan :>
Which to now is only yuanz

Hehehe that's his favourite food bowl ever since young and he's trying to squeeze inside again while sleeping -.- FATASS

Sis and her bf bought him a companion months later, chinchiaow
Which eventually became his wife and bore 3 cute babies <3
Yuan had an incest relationship with fatty to conti the family line giving birth to mushroom ham

Sorry he damn fluffy & cute, I mega bias towards him, always feeding him nice food and nuts FIRST :P

Yuan loves to bite his cage and always being so noisy at night
And always bite me despite me loving  him so much,
One time till my finger bleed -.-
Makes me having a phobia to hold him anymore with my hands :(

BOOOOM SO FAT DOLLLLLL <3333

Around 1 year 11th months, he started to have tilted head condition.
Brought him to the vet which he was diagnosed with neurological sickness, and some eyedrops to cure his red eye and ring eye in the other.
To some extend, it did helped a little but yuanz was still active as usual, only eyesight affected I guess.  :(

To me, yuanz passed on due to old age and weak bowel haisss
He had diarrhoea which stopped eventually but he became so thin, although when he died his fur is still smooth and soft :(
YOU PANGSEH YOUR MASTER, I DONT FRIEND YOU CUDDLY THING, I VERY SAD NOW NO ONE TO HEAR MY SECRETS, IM MORE LONELY AT HOME ALREADY.
EVER SINCE MUM IS GONE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TALKING TO YOU, NOW YOU GONE, WHO I TALK TO AHHHHHHH :(
STUPID YUAN I LOVE YOU BOOOHOOOOOOOOOO T.T MAX
HAIS HAIS HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :'((((((((((((((((
LOVE TO THE MAX MAJOR MAJOR LOVE YUAN

:/
MAJORFOREVERHEARTBREAKANDDIE

Hey all 

Just a short shoutout for now,
The feeling of loneliness is back once more, haunting me so bad though I should really get used to it right now.

When you're alone, you may not feel lonely
But if you do feel lonely when you are not alone, it may be due to the people around you
Nuff said sigh.

Shall be back during weekends/ next week
:(

Hey all,
Start off with a mega big-assed face of mine okay!
Been long time since I last had eyeliner on :>

Anyway yeah yesterday met up with jiawan jiayu, my Y1S1 clique after a looooooooong time. 
Had a nice catchup session & enjoyed myself alot, man they'd matured so much :>

Yeah well as for me, nothing much - pissed off w a guy last night with so much attention problem, making a fuss out of something small and bear in mind, that guy is someone I'd barely know for 24 hours cos he just added me up in facebook and chatted.
So.fucking.lame.I wonder how's his future gonna be like man.

And well common questions I always received upon facebook chats are my height, and normally majority will just be stunned & stop contacting afterwards, despite positive comments about my looks. 
I know right, Im rather tall for my gender and it's quite depressing regarding relationship issues for me but yeah I still love my height as how it is :>

i still remembered when I was young I wanted to be 170cm at least, because it's the ideal height for a model back then. (girls are vain :P)
Well now I'd reached it, but Im still underqualified for it (please go die jsie) so...... it's okay! Mini goal achieved la hehehe 

Anyway yeah maybe I will decide to either be a workaholic for life hehe, I don't really mind anyway  #notkidding
Chionging studies these few weeks for the last leap of Year2 omg
Cannot wait to drink again to relax plus my labmgment I got a fucking C.

Hahah fuck my life
Loves for now!

Hey all
GOODBYE POLY YEAR 2!!!! Time flies!!!
Last day of school - class & neighbouring classes were pranking other innocent classes! 
Putting potted plants around in unthinkable places, and nalinirao (labmgment faci) bought for class pizza!!! 
Yay nom!!!!  

Mini celebrated churen, liyin, kangqi birthday with part of Y1S2 class and sorry for not planning well!!

At night  went to yanni's house to drink with part of Y2S2 class!
Sofia angie yanni melvin yuliang churen teezee yun
Tz and yun went off early by the time I, sofia and cr reached
Drank vodlka plus martell, but really martell tastes so much nicer

Played a few rounds of card games then some plus me, cmi already.
Omg my alcohol threshold really cmi lei. :(

My face so red!!
Vomitted twice before feeling so much better, like a compulsory thing every time I drink, confirm throw up -.-
Stayed up till morning then went for mac breakfast but didnt really have any appetite :/
Now having blueblacks but no rashes hehe!

Meeting this same bunch of friends(plus some more!) after UT for restaurant cum pub event again! Hehehe cannot wait!!!
Shall study real hard for UT3! One last leap!!
I got my first C+ for this sem --> Neurobiology
Really unsatisfied and sad cos I think it's more of carelessness and using terms I'd heard beforehand that is acceptable but after results are out it turns out I shouldn't use it. Damn fuck

Tomorrow have to head to school for revision
Seriously this holidays and end of school thing is no-holidays siah.
After UT then one week plus more = internship already
*pant pant pant*
I will still miss school very very much though!!

That's all for now!
Loves,

Went for chingay volunteer as motivator on 2 nights itself, 3rd and 4th feb :>
Got to stand at vvip area! Whereby it's the seating area for all the organizers, sponsorers,  PMLeeHsienLoong, MrYamahmee(madcute!!), PresidentTonyTan, exPresidentNathan & more.

Hehehe omg Yamahmee is superduperduper cute plox!!
All the while's throughout the parade he is waving his hands & windmill in the air like a small kid !!
New stalk person for me!!!!!! ^^

There were many body guards around and as we had to cheer and dance and all,
Mainly we kept accidentally bumping into them but they cannot fidget so it's damn rofl :P

First night was with sofia and syaza!!
Second night inclusive of sophia and yiliang!!
Hehehe it was super high and fun because not only we get to watch chingay for free, best view, fireworks damn near, after every chingay still dance to the music (aka clubbing) with group sas!!

Siqin and michelle was involved in chingay performance as well :>
Didn't took a picture with mich but above is with siqin! I love her makeup!!!

This year's chingay is really awesome man, the magnificant sight of the water plateform :>
I just managed to took some pictures because I'm lazy hehehe

Okay my definition of 'some' = very little right hehe!

Ciaos now!
2 more days of school, abit dreading it because I will miss school so much, due to internship and not going back to school almost immediately, and...... unable to ... nevermind.
Bye!

Hey all :>

Busy busy busy schedule this few weeks.
- Interview for chiropractic success! So will be going for attachment on 5th march - 22nd june
- Chingay crowd controller for this fri & sat night
- Events planned including meetup(s), chilling
- Friends' birthday
- Time to study for exams
- Facial and allocation of main company for attachment

Oh Interviewer said I looked unapproachable at first sight due to my small eyes and hair. Damnnnnn

& I finally got an A for this sem's UT. (A&P2)OHGODOHGODOHGOD.
Glad but at this point of time I'm too tired to be happy

Till then
Loves,