'Keep smiling. I like your smile. You are very bubbly.'


감사합니다 :)
Now I feel like dyeing/highlighting my fringe. Maybe shall D-I-Y
Everything after FYP & before new sem starts!

Hey 

Rushing against time, experiments to re-do for nicer data but really really thankful to DDVV. 
He's someone I really can confide in, thou at times I'm afraid of him due to fear of making mistakes.
Compliments received, to me, is a need for constant improvements. 
For a moment the following 7 more weeks just seemed so near. And I got to come up with a presentation even before attempting my report. Abit stressed uh. 

Side note, 
Yesterday a South American guy chatted with me online, 
He's from Ecuador, and studying MEDICINE.
KNEW BT IT & I WAS LITERALLY IN SHOCK.
Fucking free education plus he say will provide free lodging for me as well. 
Cons is in spanish and diploma. But after last year of practice can practise medicine alr :O 

The fucking time difference is 13 hours and flight only 25 hours. I'm really fucking tempted to consider a try, 
The only person I felt that I can discuss with for this is DDVV. 
And I think I had come up with a final decision. 

Dank you, DDVV, for everything. 
<3

X,

- Food & snacks
- Music, blasting
- Confined room with maximum 2 souls
- Touching face esp forehead
- Water
- Stern & serious expression
- Always getting distracted by phone/games/twitter/camwhore


Studying. Heh
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Hey all
Went for korean bbq on friday but didnt really had alot
I don't know why but I feel so guilty eating beef now, and I'm going to restrain myself from eating them.
I can't really eat beef due to my religion anyway.

And also felt really bad I think buffet is like binging now
Felt that my fat tummy is so ugly :(
I know readers will say WHAT you so skinny already still donwant eat
Nah I will et but gonna watch my diet, cut down on koi and such cos might lead to high sugar, really afraid. And I GONNA START RUNNING. AND BADMINTON. WHO'S FREE TO ACCOMPANY ME. :(

I'm so fucking tempted to have labret piercings again
The previous time  had I realised it's only lip piercing, not really the ones I wanted
And now I really want the one exactly the same as the picture's
I know many will scold me but YOLO. HAHAHAH
Shall have them either this year or the next ^^

DON'T STOP ME.
ACCOMPANY ME.
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Crybaby
I feel like a failure

Hey
Anyway my histology revealed :)
Left is DDVV's, Right is mine.
So much fainter right :( But im glad at least got stain! if not damn cui! Mayb I can adjust the settings like backlight etc, make e background white so maybe it can stand out more :)

Happy 47th birthday Singapore :D
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Hey all

Currently coping well, increasing efficiancy & confidence as the days pass, really really hope got results,
Tomorrow viewing slides for histology PLEASE GOT INTENDED STAINS PLEASE. 2 days of hardwork. please T.T

I keep getting worried that my cells are dead and keep telling LM LOL.
I NEED CONSTANT ASSURANCE OMYGOSH. MAD PARANOID

And I couldnt find a place today within the reporting time & no one is free to help me
So I got really sad and scared & cried.
I know damn retarded. Hais jsie, jsie.

Yes and anyway enough of boring FYP stuffs
My blog also sian of this already
Went for sharing session for Lee Kong Chian Medical School
What can I say. Competitive, wna give it a go thou for application acceptance. I dont know.

Am I cut out for this
i want to prove the impossible, possible. But sometimes,I push myself too hard.
I have my own limits too, within my abilities to perform well

Im lost again. For my future, what t do after I graduate
At first it was planned private Deg at MDIS, work and study
And a career in research.
BUt nah, after a taste in FYP. TOUGH SHIT. WITH MY DUMBBRAIN. IMMA WASTE OF REAGENTS. :(

I dontknow lah
i can blog a very wordy post about my pondering process
But I shall come wit a final decision before I graduate:)

I got a boring life.
I think my ego, passion and thickskiness plus dumbness is killing me so much.

But Im not regretting everything that happened.
I learn alot. :) :)

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