Hey hahah hello all
I'm a fucking worry wart these few weeks man
Worried over IIP, the interview and choice and basically every minor thing you can thought of, fucking stressing myself up every now and then.
Fucking stupid act but yeah I have no control over it man.

Just keeps worrying all day.

Well tomorrow's 3rd IIP interview for clinical assistant for chiropractic.
Abit disappointed cos it's not research based this time round, no lab and all but yeah I decided (after a longgggggg time) to just do my best and gain the best experience out of it if I'm chosen

Shall not worry and ponder on this issue anymore,
If not I'm sure to get fucking grey and white hair at e end of year.

Oh and I swear my motivation and enthusiasm to do well in school just fucking go down the drain,
And not to mention to revise usually when I'm home
i'm so fucking dead aites, always saying tomorrow and all
I NEED TO START REVISING ALREADY.


Oh ya last thing
Those spamming comments on my blog you all better stop it okay
I appreciate the positive comments but one, twice is enough STOP SPAMMING AT LEAST 20 COMMENTS.
THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

Ciaos bye now.

It happens on 18thJan2012 if I never remember wrongly :<

He was 11 months old and it happened rather adruptly, because he was thin on a day and after around 2 days he's gone.
Mushroom ham's dad favourite & now he's so upset because no more favourite hammie to play with :<

Mushroom ham's name was given by mummy because of a special reason, and day by day it grows it turned from greyish --> whitish, unique white ear at it's tip and able to stand and walk with only 2 feets.
He also knows how to return back to his own cage after being set free to run around in the house, take a drink/bite and out again if he'd not have enough fun :<

Loving you always mushrrom ham koh, RIP :<<<<<<


Signing off for now,
Foreverlazyowner.

What girls do to pamper themselves :>

Well to start it off,
My IIP interview fail! I was not chosen mad sad and even had dreams of reasons why I'm not chosen, despite being evident my speech sucks and the minimal chance

But yeah I wll just watch out for the following chance of getting an interview again, now for field of industry and clinical assistant.

A&P UT2 and Neurobio UT2 was manageable I guess, hopefully able to score well
And faci(s) for my 3 modules were great cos I got back my A's for daily grades, while other 2 are on pending thou I think for week 12 I will get 4A! :D

Today met up with sec sch band mates siqin & alicia
Really had a awesomely awesome meet up with them! And the topics are never ending cos it'd been super long since we last met &chatted :>

Last 2 exams next week and I'm so gonna mug like shit during the weekends.
Consequences of being a lazy slouch potato during previous hols
Pardon me my post are all about studies and such I'm such a nerd LOL


Craving for shabushi/ steamboat, going JB and a little feel for clubbing!
Anyone? :>

Hey all

I'm so guilty cos I literally forgot I owned this blog, and got so lazy of updating it and such.
Anyway yeah I am back :) Still being responsible okay!

Well what to say, 2nd week of school and 4 more weeks more!
Tomorrow will be the start of UT2, Lab rdna and......
INTERVIEW FOR FREAKING IIP!!!

Omg I am so freaking scareddddddd
It is for research assistant, my first choice.
Out of 20 people, only 5 slots available.
Although glad I am chosen because in the list are all the smart asses with 4 GPA (O.O), but yeah that also means my chances are close to none :(

I've yet to fully study for all UTs and I'm so dead, so slacking and so unlike me and I'm so gonna chiong like fuck after this post.
I'm so fucking tiredddddddddddd :(


Okay bye!

Have you ever looked back at the past & realised you were such an idiot?
I know I will keep wondering & wondering whenever I looked back and regret so much on the chance I let it slipped by.

Well it doesn't matter anymore right
Even if I wait for him to come & talk to me/ I talk to him
I guess he had already planned to forget me, he won't get to read this anyway if I'm not wrong :>
He don't want me le hahhahah

Anyway yeah I'd plan to let all these be at the back of my head,
Not gonna think of him, not gonna miss him, not gonna remember all the memories, not gonna KEEP seeing splitting images &backviews of him, not gonna be emo, not gonna cry anymore, just gonna try be as optimistic as I can. 

I shall not keep thinking what ifs, what ifs, harbouring any hopes because it always fail.
If it'll work, it will work right? 

I'm sure I can do it this time :>
Although there may be times I may break down and be weak all over, I know I can still be strong, stronger than 2011, even if it's all a front I'm still gonna try hard :>

Goodbye, it's time to let go :>


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