After today's UT3 Structural Biology..

Walao think it's difficult for me lei... though MANY MANY MANY careless mistakes made. Like last minute changing of answers, having an idea but not putting it down.
Walao really make me want to give up lei. Like for all other modules.

3 more exams. 
Walaoooooooooooo cant wait to get this shit over and done with.
Need to do my best. But fucking demoralized.

Okay can. 
 
Hey all.

Gonna be a wordy post all about the title, (:
3 years of my poly life, the poly I diedie will not go to because of it's then ranking, because I want to achieve perfection and only aim for other polys.
At the end of the day, i went for direct admission exercise for RP biomedical science, because I badly want to study this course.

Thank you MUMMY, thanks for everything. For helping me to apply for DAE cos I was busy with my part time job (TRU) then. When I gave up on all hopes and want to retake my O's as a private cannidate.
Thanks to sis and ray, for helping me in my poly decsions.
Thanks to my sec school friends too, and all the support I had then. To go into RP DBMS, achieve good scores and transfer to a better poly.
I didnt transfer in the end, because of my bad results. And I feel that RP style of learning is not that bad after all.

The first year of poly, it was great. I was naughty, I was playful, I was hardworking, but I didnot study much. I relied on open notes, notes from friends, till semester two I then start t pick up. I played games during lessons, msn webcams, always hanging out after school. I had cliques, but there were disagreements too. I flared up at slackish team members, screamed in class at them and was always classifid as an ahlian. I wear eyeliner and often hang out with my sec sch friends. Most of my classmates vote me for the runner up for best team mate (:

Second sem, my class was closer than the previous. More into science related modules but still not specifically into my course. We had outings, common dislike against this classmate and evn get into disciplinary problem, well not all but i am one of them, just because this irritating guy keep disturbing me and I always tsk him. He keep saying I am an ahlian, wtfuck. I lost abit of hope in studies here, when mama passed on.

The second year of poly, every one start to buck up for studies. I become a mega nerd and chiong revision when it's only the second week of school re-opening. Got into a relationship with boy D, which lasted for 2 months. At the end of the sem, I slacked and wasted my score because of 2A, I got one C in the end. Really wasted. Stopped wearing eyeliner cos I was lazy.

Second sem, I worked hard again. Got a 3.3 GPA and really glad did not disappoint mummy. Awesome clique I have that we went drinking together and had fun.

The third year of poly, internship in the first sem - chiropractic first. Initially was really upset it was not lab based, but eventually it ended up really well. Read my previous blog post t know more). School reopen in second semester, done my final year project. It was really tough and stressful juggling fyp and studies and exams t the same time. Countless nights of nosleep and together wit my class, we are plainly a class of zombies. But we did not give up and still cme to class without fail.
Formed a whatsapp group and we became even closer, till now it's one of my best RP clique I had so far.

And I just realised for internship I passed with recognition :))) Something I wanted SO BADDDDD. It's only awarded to top 5% of the cohort. OMYFREAKINGGOonESSSSs

These 3 years of poly life, is indeed something that will remain deep in my heart. It had indeed changed my perpective of RP, although there are different people encountered that are reflective of what society is like. Friends, may just betray you just to get their grades, faci that are bias to smart students you just have to prove them wrong and not give up, and people who just copy ndpaste notes into their exam script and that's so unfair. I know.

One last leap of UT3 and graduation will be held on april, I guess. Meanwhile maybe look for a part time/ full time job (maybe in astar sign) . Applied for NTU already, fingers crossed! And psb/mdis to go t their open house and also apply.
PSB application fee itself is already a $100/- -.-
Labs, one of my favourie (:
With alex pham, structural bio faci
Best clique ever in RP!!!
Reeta, sachi, YT, judy, yun, mimi, kangqi, SN, mel, sean, yihui, deon
My last poly sem class!!!
Clique from Y2S2 tlll now <3

More pictures in insta, facebook and twitter.
Thats all for now! (:

X
 
It'd been a long time since I last had that feeling.
I darent hope on for much, because I may just end up being more disappointed, I guess.

:( I don't know.
 
I think you're cute (: 
And I think I kinda like you.... how? :(((