UT over - check
Expo job accepted - check

So I literally threw away the Koi opportunity just for this expo cashier heh

Holidays are boring now cos initially all I had in mind was STUDYSTUDYSTUDY.
I'm a total nerd LOL .
Now keep going out and spend $$$$$

Still have PP yet to complete but slacking first :P
I started playing smufy on fb can you imagine that
Something to spend my time on at night


I hate how we seemed to be like strangers now,
Closefriend cc, I'm still waiting and not giving up.
I miss you, from the bottom of my heart.



Emptiness.

Hey all

These few days having UT(s), friday being the last (: 
Doubt I can get good grades but hoping for the best still. 

Interview tomorrow with michelle & liyin for temporary Robinson cashier at expo, hopefully can get it !
If so, will be working during sep - oct 
$5 for training, $6 for weekdays, $7 for weekends. 

I want to dye my hair dark red/ mild red - orange anyway!!
Long ago wish MUST MUST MUST
Maybe before next sem, and also cut my fringe cos it'd been so long and irritating.



Thankyou boyfriendD,
For sending me home everyday w/o fail despite being tired,
Despite being a zombie walking home and missing your stops, 
Despite staying like 123717823678126387km away from me, 
For putting me before you,
For going home late everytime and being scolded by your parents(I guess)
For being so cute though you don't realise it... 
I love the way you hug me from behind (and didn't want to let go)
I love the way you try ways and means just to make me laugh and smile
I love the way you remember the days we'd been together 
I love the way you are scared of tickles and the way you react to it
I love the way you remember simple things and information we discussed
before, but still you got STM sometimes.. 
I love the way you got jealous because I say I like to look at other people and you say I can only look at you :P  
I love your reaction whenever I say about you-know-who. 
I love the way you respect me, in a way. 
Today is our 16th day together <3
Still trying to understand you more, bit by bit. 


Loves,

Hey all.
A short update, well for now I own a private blog.
used to think it's really retarded because I can blog it out here, but not anymore since my link is mostly known by many friends.

Those who wants my private blog link, ask from me okay.

Well for ut1 and ut2,
I got same marks for all modules
Glad and satisfy with it, but for a&p and biochemistry,
I will still continue to work work work hard !

Recently,
I've been feeling weak on emotions.
I break down easily, despite controlling myself.
Most of them are silly thoughts, but in a way they affect me.
Hormones, my hormones playing tricks on me.
Closefriendcc, mummy, ________________

I hate myself in a way.
But tomorrow's gonna be fine, tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day.

Two similar yet different words, different meanings altogether
Shall turn in early today.
Goodnights.

For now I'm quite satisfied with my grades still
A for microbiology
B for anatomy&physiology
Better than what I'd expected, but time to buck up again for the last round.

A&P faci gave me an A for dailygrades for  the last lesson,
Comments saying i'm cheerful, resiliant and keep up the good work for being consistent.
He said he like me for my personality,
When I was damn slack that day, guess it's accumulation of the past 15 weeks.
Glad max though, cos I alwaysssssssssss get a B.
thank you! (:



On a side note,
To my dearest friend whom I guess will read my blog still,
Or eventually, one day he will still read this,
I don't know what happened to you, anything troubling you,
I know some things are inconvenient for you to share but I don't understand the removal of friends, avoid in real life and etc .
Disappointed cos you said I'm your closest girl-friend but yet in this case, I can't help and the more I can't understand what you're going through.
I presume it had nothing to do with us, but your actions contradict my thoughts.
Are our friendship worth so little? So easy to be removed and erased from your life?
Sighs, please gws TCC, we're still here if you need someone, if what you need is time for you yourself to recover, I hope it won't take long.
Even if it's long enough, we'll still be here for you.
Just a call/msn/fb/sms away.
I'll be waiting for you to reply us again.



Mixed feelings.
:(

Started on 9thAugust2011, 11.05pm (L) (:
Deon Lim Yi Jie

Thank you boy for showering me with love,
For dressing up nicely for the first date
For sending me home despite the super long journey from hg to pasir ris
For offering to wake up super early just to fetch me to school
For making me smile like never before,
For not making me lonely at nights and think of stuffs :(
For giving me the confidence to dare to love again
For making me love & want to kill you at the same time cos you keep bullying me ><
For allowing me to contract diabetes cos you're damnnnnnn mushy
For making me an idiot laughing behind the comp screen with your jokes
For sacrifycing your time to gaming but msn-ing me every night w/o fail
For staying up just to talk to me
For willingly to put up with the stir in class and all known friends of our rs
For blushing non-stop today, superrrrrrr cute <3
(:

You said you want me to be your first & last
You said you don't have confidence to support me in the future
You said you hope to last long with me, and definately longer than my previous
You said you can't believe I choose you
You said we progress too fast, but it's not a bad thing :P

Everyday, we understand each other a little bit more.
I want to continue walking with you, thankyou for giving me this chance.

Trust my taste my dear,
I choose to be with you for a reason.
And it's none other than L-O-V-E (:


Got to go now anyway!
Promised some stupidredcatpig to sleep before 11.30pm.
Nights! See him tomorrow <3

xoxo,
world's luckiest girl on earth ever (:

Prove me wrong ; it will never happen. 

Let yooooo all see a glimpse of my cute face *shy* (MORE OF GL HERE)

Saturday
- Waited for sis for goddamn hours :(
- Yoshinoya yumyum, bugis a bit
- Cityhall to buy huisin's present & new DKNY perfume for self :D
- Watched [twisted] with sis & her bf, really horror comedy!
- Ate at tony roma
- Mahjong, lost $30+ :( , homed at 8am

Sunday
- Cute bro & dad didn't even realised im home sleeping soundly from 8am-1pm omgggggggg
- Cooked vege & carrot soup (Y)

As for today immunology
VERY VERY VERY SLACK I FEEL SO SLEEPY.
No ppt to be done, mahjong paper instead, problem easy peasy, worksheet short & sweet.
Out of 7, my team got 6 marks which is highest & faci also say our one has the best summary and content (L)


Friday seoul with eve and chiachin !!!!!!! 
I can't wait I'm feeling hungry even now hahahha. 
One half more weeks of school.


Now I don't want it to happen. 
:(