Hey all
Haha have much to blog about this time round.
I guess I will start chronologically, with fatty passing away on 28th March wednesday.
Sigh she was weak on tuesday night, but managed to survive it after me helping to squeeze the pus out.
FYI, she had a large ulcer like red bump on her leg, which I believe is cos of that that makes her lost her life.
She was back to active state, eating her corn and slept normally. Next day, who knows, profuse loss of blood, and cmi. :( :( :(
2 Years 2 Weeks 3 Days. </3
Then for yesterday, results was released.
UT3 results were not really good, but I'm really happy cos I gotten A for A&PII and also overall is A (for the first time).
GPA increase by 0.11, so glad.
But Jsie is never happy enough, cos the GPA she have now cannot even gurantee her any placing in university.
Then again, she don't know what to do after she graduate.
Is like, the first ever time I'm really really lost on what to do in the future.
I thought I had it all planned out, poly -> uni -> higher certifications -> job with health sector related.
It's really very far fetched, and I'm struggling only at diploma level. How about further studies?
Another thing, age comes in mind. And marriage. And moneh
I never ever put these as priority at all before. Cos all I wanted is to work fucking hard for my goal.
Now it's back to haunt me, prolly because I know I'm not getting any younger.
Back to everyday life, iip.
Happy in a sense that I had get a better hang of what's to be done, and to be recognised and praised by colleague and Doc.
I may not be the best, but I can say I did my best.
And I will definately do better than now.
But,
It's very stressful at times as well though to others it might be a simple job.
It'd very much further open up my perspective of people, from all walks of life, how they perceive things and the competition against each other of the same job scope. It's scary.
Colleague said that Doctor like me, cos Doc did talk to me unlike other interns whereby he won't.
I'm really super pleased to hear that. :)))
Though it's not coming from my Doctor's mouth himself, but in a way I do know that he knows I'm here if he needs me, and he can trust me for the issues he hand to me.
And in a way prolly I prove him wrong too, cos previously what his mindset is that intern is just an intern, so he won't really associate with them or whatsoever.
That's all for now,
Tomorrow going Malaysia with eve, ivykoh, goujun <3
Bye loves!
Haha have much to blog about this time round.
I guess I will start chronologically, with fatty passing away on 28th March wednesday.
Sigh she was weak on tuesday night, but managed to survive it after me helping to squeeze the pus out.
FYI, she had a large ulcer like red bump on her leg, which I believe is cos of that that makes her lost her life.
She was back to active state, eating her corn and slept normally. Next day, who knows, profuse loss of blood, and cmi. :( :( :(
2 Years 2 Weeks 3 Days. </3
Then for yesterday, results was released.
UT3 results were not really good, but I'm really happy cos I gotten A for A&PII and also overall is A (for the first time).
GPA increase by 0.11, so glad.
But Jsie is never happy enough, cos the GPA she have now cannot even gurantee her any placing in university.
Then again, she don't know what to do after she graduate.
Is like, the first ever time I'm really really lost on what to do in the future.
I thought I had it all planned out, poly -> uni -> higher certifications -> job with health sector related.
It's really very far fetched, and I'm struggling only at diploma level. How about further studies?
Another thing, age comes in mind. And marriage. And moneh
I never ever put these as priority at all before. Cos all I wanted is to work fucking hard for my goal.
Now it's back to haunt me, prolly because I know I'm not getting any younger.
Back to everyday life, iip.
Happy in a sense that I had get a better hang of what's to be done, and to be recognised and praised by colleague and Doc.
I may not be the best, but I can say I did my best.
And I will definately do better than now.
But,
It's very stressful at times as well though to others it might be a simple job.
It'd very much further open up my perspective of people, from all walks of life, how they perceive things and the competition against each other of the same job scope. It's scary.
Colleague said that Doctor like me, cos Doc did talk to me unlike other interns whereby he won't.
I'm really super pleased to hear that. :)))
Though it's not coming from my Doctor's mouth himself, but in a way I do know that he knows I'm here if he needs me, and he can trust me for the issues he hand to me.
And in a way prolly I prove him wrong too, cos previously what his mindset is that intern is just an intern, so he won't really associate with them or whatsoever.
That's all for now,
Tomorrow going Malaysia with eve, ivykoh, goujun <3
Bye loves!
